Because people come and go

Growing up always seem so exciting and forward looking. 

Now, yet i got reminded by my dear friend that how people come and go in your life.

When she tell me how sad she is, i only can tell her that that's the fact that we need to face it.

But, obviously, to me, it's a very cruel thing.

Sound sad? Yet absolutely true. And we human and people got to understand that this is real, the reality we are going to face it in the future.

If i have one wish, i hope that i can stop growing so fast.

How i wish i was still a kid that have no worry in life, a kid that just go school for her friends and her passion. But well, that's not true. 

I'm 20 this year. & i'm growing up pretty fast. 

I need to understand and understand and understand why people come and go.

I need know the fact that this is life.

But the reality is always so cruel isn't it?

OKAY THIS IS NOT HUITING AT ALL.

Okay guys, well we should accept the fact and life will move on!

Cheers, and till then. 

5 days more, and the brand new adventure is awaiting for me.

Yes i am indeed very very scared.

But i'm really happy that my dear friends will be with me. 

LET'S DO THIS GUYS. 

13

Trying really really hard till a point. 28 May is so near. 

"Sometimes I just want to tell you everything about my day and yet...I can't seem to do it now"

13 days left. I need to pack soooooon. 

Blessed 20th

I recieved the biggest biggest gifts in my life at the age of 20. And thank you to these people. Thank you for making my day and making huiting way fatter by going on a feast with her giving her a lot a lot of good food to fill her already fat stomach. But still thank you so much guys. 🙆 

Huili, Linda, Zoey. Yijing, Shanna, khaimeng, yinkai, wensiang, jitxin and Nelson. Even though it's been a really short sp band journey for me. Yet you all stayed through my side till now. Thank you so much guys. 🙆

Next up. WAGZ. yeah swag term yo. Huimin, Gillian, khaiting, Charmaine Lew, Kirene oh. Not forgetting Claudia and Charmaine chan. It's been a long long 5 years together with these people. Yet just wanna tell you that I'm really thankful for of you. Every single year without fail. Thank you 🙆

Phy phy. I'm glad that even though we dun meet up so often but you are always always compromising to me. Meeting me whenever possible. Thank you so much for being there on my 20th night. 🙆

My dearest 8 of you who give me so much face and show up. Even though everyone is from different clique. Yet all of you turn up just to make my 20th way more special. Really really. I really hope you all know how much that night mean to me. Thank you girls. 🙆

To my sweetest buddy for bringing me out just for that few hours. You already know how much it means to me already right. Thank you thank you so much again cheepeng! (See, I even posted a very glam photo of myself 😏) and hello hello if you ever see this. MY CAR 🚗

To the only clique in gysb. Waimin, Viandra, Tiantian and Yuting. A freaking gay group that can't live without each other. 😂 This time this is special because we came together, full strength. The 5 of us. Thank you so much really really. You guys pretty know my heart well for you all right. Still I love you all la okay. Come let me give you many kisses 😘😘😘😘😘

To the ones I only clique with in my 3 years in SP. Nisa, Hui Shan and Miao. THE ONES I SIT AND TALK RUBBISH WITH EVERY SINGLE DAY IN CLASS. the ones I disturb everyday in class. Thank you so much for the 3 years in sp. And for the forth year this time. It's been a good 4 years with you all. And thank you so much my dear girls. 🙆

And to this two really really dear friend I met while working. Susan and Felix. Words can't describe how thankful I am for you two. Especially that stupid girl that did so much for me. Still still I'm really really thankful that god brought the two of us together even though it's barely a few months. Thank you so much once again. 

And ivy for this. 

So yes. I'm a very lucky person. God gave me the greatest things in my life. And thank you to whoever you are. The sweet messages, I read them all. I recieved many big gifts this year. And I will use them wisely. Till then. Thank you guys. Really really thank you so much. 🙆❤️😘😍💋

I'm in love with you

Can I sing You a song 
Can I pour out my heart 
To say Your love is healing me 
Just a glimpse of Your grace 
And my whole world is changed 
Forever and completely 

I’m in love with You 
I’m in love with You 
I’m in love with You 
I’m in love with You 

Redeemed, made whole 
By the love that You have poured out over my soul 
Restored, I am made new 
Father You only You

Because the only one that will be there for me is always you, father only you.
So much for me to worry about yet thank you for always being there to let me lean on you.
I pray and pray, grandma will recover well and not to be so negative.
Regarding my hostel, i will just wait for replies soon. Good night world.