Change

Even myself was so amazed by how much I grown and how much I start to care about people. To a point I ask myself in the mirror, since when huiting became an angel that care so much about people. I had changed. 

It's pretty fcuk up that your brain and heart don't work well together, both trying to overcome and see who will win eventually. The feeling is pretty fcuk up. But I'm glad that I did it. To overcome this and follow the brain instead. 

Because that's the best for the people around you. You can't be a burden to people you do really care.